So, yeah, things haven't been too bad over here lately.  I'm worried about megan, because she's just really stressed out about school and everything is just piling up on her, and she's having problems with Adam, plain old high school drama.  Megan, honey, just sit down and write a list of everything that is stressing you out, and go into specifics.  every assignment, every event, everything.  then, go through the list, one-by-one, and take care of them.  and mark them off when they're taken care of and as more things are marked off, you'll see that you really are getting a lot of stuff done and you'll be proud and feeling a lot less stressed! I love you and I know you can do it!


Also, I havn't spoken to Kyle for a while, not purposely, though.  I've called him a few times, but he hasn't been there, and when he calls me, I'm not here.  we're playing a game of phone tag, and we're both winning.  The last time I saw him was when I went to his house and hung out and left him with a kiss, he he.  I've spoken to him a couple times since that, but not much.  Then, different people have told me that he's not sure whether he wants to kick up a relationship further than friends.  at first, i was kinda like, "oh, ok.  hmmm. bummer."  but now that I think about it, I personally don't know what I want to do myself.  I mean, it's like I said before, I like hanging out with him and sometimes I get butterflies in my stomach, but there's always this huge wall in between us, and there are a lot of things we don't have in common.  First of all is my faith.  I have a hard time talking to him, because I'm always thinking, "man, I wish he was a christian." and I try to talk to him about it a lot, but, i don't know, it's just weird.  I can't figure it out and I can't figure him out.  For most people, I can understand what they're thinking and why and where they're coming from, even non-believers, but I can't with Kyle.  I just feel distant and I can't make up my mind.  and I know he can't make up his either.  Second, i love to cuddle and I'm a touchy-feely person, I can't help it. but, he's the opposite.  he's told me before that he can't stand it when a girl is like that. hmmm.  well, again, i don't know.

my senior quote:  "Livin' on a Prayer"  - Bon Jovi

and my senior baby picture is really cute too!

Later, loves!